When I Will Be 51……

My Journey was gifted by GOD,
But my life was ruined with fog.
They had became my best friends,
& their name was dope & alcohol.

Latter

It was a pain for me,
So I decided to live them alone.
My goal was fade somewhere,
So I started to loose everything.

After few years

I made myself so strong,
I started writing the songs.
It was coming from my soul,
& those words gave me a different role.

I decided to be alive,
For them who care for me.
I created the new path,
To give them happiness slowly.

Now

My age is 45,
& I made proud to my family.
I know I will die soon,
But before that I want to share something.

When I Will Be 51…..,
Again I want to be with them.
Not to appologies or thank them,
But wanna ask why did they waste my life.

After a while I met a new friend,
His name is diabities.
I don’t want to eat more sweets,
Coz, I want to be alive till, I come across my 2nd innings.

When I Will Be 51…..,
I still want to meet my old friends.
I want to dope & booz again,
Coz, before I die, I want to enjoy my life again…..

“ So, Let Me End By Making Us Understand That We Spoil Our Life,
  By Choosing Wrong Friends At a Wrong Time….. “

Accounts

Kitne hotte thae kache khiladi
Accounts mei bhi karte thae pyaar se copy.
Unn mei se shaayad mei bhi tha
Kyon ki Accounts mere samaj se dur hei tha.

Accounts mei tha itna confusion
Aur Dil ke chapter mei tha always other reason.
Har baar dimag alag reaction deta tha
Shaayad isliye Zindagi aur Accounts ek jaisa lagta tha.

Debit aur Credit samaj mei nahi aata tha
Phir bhi life ko balance karna padta tha.
Partnership itne logo se thi
Profit & Loss ka mini statement banana padta tha.

Khaete thae mujhse saare Dost
Accounts sikhega toh milega Gandhi ji ke Notes.
Pyaar mei bhi karna hoga Joint-Venture
Tabhi toh zindagi ko milega naya adventure.

End Of The Day
Sirf yahi khena chaihta hu…….,

Hai Zindagi hummari kuch Accounts ki tarah
Kabhi waqt se anjaan rahe woh bhi unnke sawaalo ki tarah.
Har baar naya page hota hai
Jissme same practice karna padta hai.

“ Life Is Like An Accounts………. Must Think Twice…………… !!!

Kal Aaj Aur Kal

Har baar mein kuch naya
Likhne ki koshih karta hu.
Zindagi ke kuch hassin pal ko
Shaie (Ink) mei dubata raheta hu.

Kuch logo ne sammaan diya
Toh Kuch ne bakwaash kaha.
Phir bhi mein na ruka kabhi
Aur shabdo ko ek naya mukaam diya.

Kambaqt rishto ne bhi maang ki
Mujhe badal ne ki baat ki.
Phir rishte tuttne lage
Tab Kal Aaj Aur Kal mei sabhi khone lage.

Zindagi ko hassi ka naam diya
Sararto ka daur phir suru kiya.
Junoon raha har baar dard ko daraane ka
Tab waqt ne bhi mera saath diya.

Kuch panno (Page) mei iss tarah kahani likhi gayie
Rishto ki aehmyat (Importance) mere samaj mei aagayie.

Kal jinse dur huva
Aaj unnhe mein dhund raha
Aur Kal woh mere saath hogaye
Tab shaayad mere saare khawaab pure hogaye....... Kal Aaj Aur Kal...........

Nadaan Parindey

Zindagi se toh ladhte hai akele,
Par saase lete hai kissi aur ke liye.
Khudko badal sakte hai,
Par umeed karte hai kissi aur se yeh…..... !!

Mehnant karte hai itni,
Khushiya kadmo mie aajaye.
Par sapney pure ho,
Usske liye taaro ke tutne ka intezaar karte hai…….. !!

Khudpe hai vishwaas par,
Kissi aur se wade karte hai.
Jaan ke bhi anjaan khene wale,
Khud ko Nadaan Parindey khete hai…….. !!

Play With Words

Take one step back

& see the whole world.

Or

Take one step forward

& see those words that always need You.

Pick one word were You think

It has a deepest meaning.

But pick those words who

Gives You different feeling.

Sometime some words sound same

But it gives You different thinking.

&

Sometime some words sound different

But it gives You the same thinking.

Sometime we roam with many words

& they try to be into a frame.

But

Sometime we trust a lot

& those words give feeling of enmity.

Even there are some esteem words

Who behave like Friends

But

End of the day

They show their Selfishness.

There are some words

Who fight with us in our Dreams.

There are some words

Who behave like unknown in our Screens.

Finally those words are called our Luck

Who gives a chance to Win…………

We all Play With Words…………………. Don’t We ??

Summer

Mujhe Yaad Aaya Mera Pehla Pyaar,

Kabhi woh bhi hotta tha mera sawaal.

Saal mei bhale aaye woh ek baar,

Phir bhi bade chaav se karta tha usska Intezaar.

Mein sabhi se yeh kheta tha,

Kyon milla Summer ko itna Maan ?

Winter aur Rainy bhi toh khade thae line mei,

Phir kyon kaha gaya Summer ko holidays ka Baap ??

Shaayad mere sawaal mei tha koie logic,

Ya phir chuppa tha koie raaz…….

Shaayad mein chotta tha uss sawaal ke liye,

Ya phir mei samaj na saka tha usski baat…….

Padhna-Likhna toh sirf zariya tha,

Zindagi ko samajne ka alag nazariya tha.

Manzil ko pane ke liye bahut kuch sikhna tha,

Jissme Winter aur Rainy bhi Professor tha.

Woh Doo(2) season thae jissme,

Jyaada bimaar padte thae,

Phir bhi ladte huve,

Manzil ko hum jeet lete thae.

Shaayad Winter aur Rainy na hotta,

Toh

Zindagi ka matlab na samaj aatta.

Woh anjaan kitna kuch sikha gaya,

Phir bhi Pyaar Summer se dur na ho saka……….

Deserve To Die

I thrown ma attitude

Forgotten ma style.

I loved her so much

That she changed ma life.

Ma Friends was surprised

& ma Family got shocked.

When I took a decision

That not to stay with them.

I left ma house

Coz…, she didn’t liked.

I started earning money

Coz…, she want me to survive.

The days was so horrible

When I used to come at home.

She never asked me about ma happiness

& that day I thought, she ruined ma life.

When I went back to them

To say sorry for what I have done.

It was too late to say

Coz.., Ma Parents were No More(Died).

I cried a lot

& went back to ma love

I thought she will understand me

But she never looked me as a Love.

Now she is with someone else

&

Today I Think

That

I Deserve To Die.