Search Me

I killed someone,

And I had born,

It’s not a fiction,

But it’s a true story.

My life was not simple,

So, got many negative reaction.

I tried to change the situation,

End of the day was not favor to me.

Than….,

Everywhere and every day,

I showed my different colors.

For different pupils,

I wear different mask.

The way they want me,

I behave like that.

That’s the only reason,

I lost myself to maintain the relation.

After a long time,

Someone asked me.

Who are you ??

I smiled and said “ Search Me “ ….

Search Me in your heart,

May you will knew

Who am I ….

And I moved away ….

Today….,

I have x-numbers of pupils,

Who know me.

But still I am unknown,

For them.

And somewhere down,

In my heart,

Words are fighting,

Because even I don’t know,

Who the hell am I.

Standing front of mirror,

I say

“ Search Me “ …….

My First Movie

My name doesn't matter,

My age was only seventeen.

When my Friends told me,

I looked like a celebrity.

The day I had heard,

I had changed my dream.

I had made myself strong,

But taken many decision wrong.

Today my age is twenty-Three,

Reached my goals always I wanted to be.

But to achieve this platform,

Passed from pain which I never dream to be.

Today I am one of the best Actress,

But I am not proud for it.

I know it was a passion for me,

But I have walked one phase to another.

They used me as Prostitute,

But I could not say no.

Because, My First Movie,

Was next to my door.

Above words may be true,

But think Twice or Thrice… 

If I

Mistake is done by everybody,

What I had done it’s a long story.

I know it was a true love,

But let me share few worries.

My brain was damaged,

Because every day different situation.

It could not work anymore,

Because there lots confusion.

I tried a lot to handle the words,

But I loosed my confidence.

I tried to survive with concentration,

But I always met with an accident.

Knocked door but I found myself helpless,

And many times my heart gone out of range.

Sometimes I had wished, I would run away and hide,

No matter where I go through, these feelings stay inside.

But one day I took a step
And told her goodbye.

Because
If I was her lover,

Then I would have died every day.

If I……

It Is Only Love

 I had an umbrella,

Than too I was enjoying rain.

I was listening Music,

And suddenly I looked back.

Something touched to my heart,

For a while Music also died.

My eyes captured few moments,

Latter on everything was fade.

It Is Only Love,

For what I was waiting.

 Today in my brain words are floating,

Why ?? I did not expressed my feelings.

Waiting for warm words,

To imagine my world.

Waiting for second chance,

To melting my thoughts.

I don’t want to hit the road,

Without the One !!

I don’t want to die,

Without saying her.

It Is Only Love,

For whom I am still waiting…….

It Is Only Love !!

One Night Stand

The amazing words,

In this beautiful world.

Somewhere it was dissolved,

Just coz..., of few mistakes.

She never asked me,

To changed my life.

One day she broke-up,

And caught another guy.

That day I decided,

Not to fall in love.

So each & every girl whom I met,

I started ditching them.

After Few Years....

That attitude was changed,

Coz..., I had fallen in love again.

For her I  was a bad boy,

And she doesn't want to be my friend.

She was thinking I am looking for,

One Night Stand....

But it’s not true,

Coz..., I want to stay with her for,

The rest of my life....

Today.....

I understood what I had done wrong,

So I won't repeat my mistake.

I won’t look for One Night Stand anymore,

And I will be waiting for my Angel again....

Somebody Is Me

My eyes are black,
Still i can see blue sky.
I walk in crowd,
Still i feel lonely.

I don't have wings,
Yet i can fly.
I don't have super powers,
Still i can walk through the walls.

I don't know,
Why GOD has gifted me this.
I don't know,
When my journey will end.

After fifty years,
I am still twenty-one.
I helped many people,
But no one has thank me.

I want to say them,
That Somebody Is Me....
But i am scared,
That i am not alive....

There may be a lot,
Who were like me.
Yet
They never got the chance like me,
So, That Somebody Is Me....

Poem

I used to wake-up early morning,
And cry for one whom i was caring.
One day my emotion started floating,
And I understand to do certainly something.

My un-experienced brain,
Started playing with words.
I never knew i'll be a Poet,
But my broken heart did it.

I used to hate myself everyday,
For the words i could not say.
I tried so hard to understand,
But my Poem had shown me another way.

My Friends helped me a lot,
To forget the situation which i got.
Later i realized that i was wrong,
And decided that i will be strong.

Then one day i got an inspiration,
And my imagination door was open.
I entered into my dream world,
And that day i started writing a Poem.

And now....,

Poem is only the way,
To help those people who give-up their Life.

Just to say them....,

May be there will be many,
Who will become bright colors in your Life.

Poem.... The Silent Emotions !!